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Thu Mar 13, 2008, 10:40 PM
  • Listening to: neko case- in california
  • Drinking: sorrow in a bottle
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I'm suddenly breathless...

It feels like I'm drowning and it's so scary yet exhilarating at the same time. Things are finally starting to work out, or at least that's how things look to me from the horizon, but I'm still too far away to tell. I'm 19 and I haven't even started living yet, what's there to fear? What do I have to lose? I doubt I'd be sorry that I've died when I'm actually dead and gone.

I don't want to be afraid anymore, but I'm worried that all my dreams may come crashing down on me in the next few months. I've got everything riding on this once chance, this one change-- my entire future happiness depends on one tiny factor! I'm anxious and scared and desperate for something, anything to make it alright. Everyone else had their chance, their piece of the pie, and now it's my turn. Give me my god damn fork and let me dive in because I can't stand waiting here any longer. I'm starving for my life to begin the way I want it to be.

In less confusing news... Lin and I decided "fuck it, let's go sky-diving" for her birthday. We figure we'd rather die underneath a hot guy while experiencing a minute of flight than die complete and total virgins in some stupider manner of death such as choking on a spoon (shut up, it happens). We set the date to somewhere between March 29-April 7, but it really depends on the weather.

After that we get back to work on our new comic. I can't spill the details, but basically it's one comic idea split into two. There's the serious action/drama/survival horror comic which will be done in collaboration by Lin and I and then the parody of said comic done in 4-panel by yours truly. Thee 4-panel one already has 30+ strips, I just need to get unlazy and start posting them. We're mainly doing this comic to get some 3-4 year old ideas off our chests and move onto the next daunting task which is.... something you'll find out about later.

I wish I was more motivated, but school has sucked me dry. I have some work to finish, including my art book which had to be pushed back again because I'm literally juggling 4 separate comics, commissions from x-days ago, gift pics, trades, school, preparing for Fanime and lots of other things. This month has been full of all-nighters for Lin and I and it's getting really irritating for both of us, but the good news is that once it's done it's DONE.

I'm really just rambling now, aren't I? I wanna thank you all for taking your time to comment on my journals and polls, I enjoy reading all your comments. You guys also give some awesome advice, and I'm sorry I rarely reply back, but I kind of suck at commenting on comments and whatnot. Just know that I read everything you guys post here, everything. I'm like Big Brother and I'm always watching you. I need to start thinking up some more interesting polls though, I miss you're shocked comments X3 reading your horrified responses always makes my day, haha. You guys are incredibly honest! It's good to have friends who will spill their guts on the first try.

Oh yeah, about that $800 school debt thing... That got figured out a few fays ago, so I'm only in debt for about $250 in recent spendings. I need to hurry up and make monies cuz I only have $8 in my bank account so I don't wanna hafta filch anymore from Lin or my parents. I just got rejected for a job too soooo... back on the market. If you need any odd end jobs or art or anything, just ask! I'll stoop so low as to cleaning your toilets if need be, though I'd prefer something less...porcelain.

Oh, and on a final note, I'm really REALLY going to send out those Xmas cards/gifts soon! I keep putting it off because I hate the post office, but they're kind of collecting dust and growing in size (I keep sketching things for people) so I need to get rid of them before they start to evolve into sentient beings.

Alright, I think this is long enough for the night... *goes off to make a new poll)

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:iconpokie-boo:
*glares* i have to wait so long for any of my birthday presents......

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:iconpi-e:
4 days >:[

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:iconpi-e:
I have to wait 2 MONTHS.

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:iconpokie-boo:
yeah, but my birthday is in 2 days! T__T

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:iconpokie-boo:
hey, you already got about 3 presents! even if i made you open them, you dont get to complain...i hope i have enough money for the rest of your presents later x.x

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:icononnu2001:
Don't sound so morbid... shit can go wrong from now to eternity and you can still have a great life. I don't believe in 'one chance for happiness' deals. Perk up! I'd bet most people your age have to deal with similar shit, so forget that piece of the pie stuff.
:iconjessthemullet:
I admit that I don't really know you, and I really don't know that much about you. I do love your art, though. You seem like a genuinely nice person, and someone that would be cool to hang out with. I've never been good with advice of any sort, but when i read that you're not doing well, I have hope for you.

I know it's not much coming from some random stranger on the internet, but if you ever want to talk, or if you ever just have the urge to harass someone to kill time =p , you're always welcome to drop me a line and I'll be here to listen.
:iconfiraku:
my birthday is in 6 days! turning 20! yeah!

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:iconfiraku:
Don't be so down pi-e babe, when I was 17 I was rejected when I applied for the australian army. I passed every fitness and shooting test but I failed the medical cos I have ADD= no attention span for shit that doesnt interest me.
well anyway, I thought life as I knew it was over! but I did recover from that and now I'm studying for my Diploma of Multimedia and I'm very happy to be where I am, maby even more happy than where I could be if I was in some shit hole war zone.

You don't have one chance, your oppetunities will grow and multiply. There are many paths for you to choose and follow so please don't be down about it. It's just not like you! :P

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